what have i come to?

What can you think/do when your house is breaking?

What can you think/do when your lover is so far away and you're sexually frustrated?

What can you think/do when the place where your happy and where you feel like you belong takes so much to get to?

What can you think/do when you realize you might not be strong enough to continue this life?


What can i think/do?

with the worst year of my life.

This beautiful body, with this weak soul.
This beautiful body, in harms way.
This precious mind, poisoned with abuse
This precious mind, with memories that hurt
This self, my self
These eyes, my eyes
These hands, my hands
They hurt, They're dirty

They have Done, They have Seen, They have Felt
mi dolor, darde man, my pain

me.