Friday, October 24, 2008

تشویق



خیلی ممنون برای تشویق ی شوما. آن به من کمک می کن :)


امروز خیای خوب بود، من با همه صحبت می کردم. من معمولا با هرکس صحبت نکنم. آن مداد بود از من دوباره زنده بودم. اما دلم هنوز همیشه برای یکی تنگ شده


How was that? I hope it was good.

Today was really fun. I was talking to alot of people i didn't usually talk to and i was skipping and walking and laughing and yelling i felt almost like a child again. I had good cloths on my hair looked really great, and everything just clicked together. But i was still thinking about my someone. I really miss them a lot.
The only bad things that happened was that:

There's this girl who clings onto our group of people at lunch. She seems to not really know anyone of us that well. She is only with us because she is a friend of a friend. She is very racist towards me and anyone else (ie: she says i'm a terrorist just because i'm an iranian muslim and she always says really mean things but pretends like she's kidding.) When ever she talks she thinks that everyone is listening to her, or she just talks to who ever will listen to her. i really hate this girl and sometimes i really want to slap her across the face. Today i was standing by myself out side waiting for all my other friends to come out and sit. She ended up being not too far away from me so she immediately walked to me and started talking as if she knew me for years. I was very confused as to why she liked me so much since i would purposely make my self uninteresting to her so that she would leave me alone. So then what had happen is that i wanted to talk to another person and she really bothered me by playing with my hair while i wasn't paying attention to her. Then she whined to me about finding a table to sit at. So we sat down and it was only me and her for a while, then other people came. but then they all left and it was just me, her, and another girl named Mona. She finished talking to me and i thought she was talking to Mona and not me so i decided to get up and go to another table but what happens is that Mona gets up too at the same time as i did. So we both leave her alone at the table while she is still talking! HAHa! Me and Mona thought we were both listening to her...but we we'ren't. The girl could not beleive what had just happen and i think she finally realized that no one wants to talk to a racist hypocrite who thinks she knows people. She left to go some where else after a while.....


I also argued with my teacher today,

Last Friday i had left some work in my locker. My teacher had told everyone that the work was due on Monday but instead he moved it to Friday....Now how can i remember that? So since i forgot my work i ask him:
"Mr. Kay, can i go to my locker to get my work? It's just down the hall and it will take me only a second."
He said: "No Maryam, go sit down."

I just didn't understand why he didn't let me go get my work. So I kind of just forgot about it and since it was the weekend i did not remember to turn in my work on monday, and i also forgot on tuesday so by the time i turned in my work i had gotten two 50s (thats like 10/20) on my assignments so it brought my grade down to a 69 :( When i found out my grade i was so angry at my teacher for not letting me go get my work on the day it was due.
I said loudly:
"I don't believe i deserve this grade because i did the work when i was supposed to! And it's your fault that i have a bad grade because you wouldn't let me turn in my work on the day it was due!"
And he says:
"MY FAULT? how could it be my fault that YOU FAILED TO REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR WORK? YOU FAILED to stay focused and YOU FAILED to do what you're supposed to do in this class." So then i say:
"NO! YOU FAILED TO LET ME RETREVE MY WORK SO THAT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GRADE IT WHEN YOU DIDN'T WANT TO! THAT'S WHAT ALL YOU TEACHERS ARE PISSY ABOUT! GRADING LATE WORK INSTEAD OF WATCHING TV OR WHATEVER YOU PEOPLE DO WHEN YOU FAILED TO ACCEPT THE WORK IN THE FIRST PLACE!!"

And it pretty much went on like that for about 7 more minutes.....I still think i am right and i stand by what i said that day. This teacher is such an asshole.

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